regrets & realizations

i hate this moment na. I don't know what I have done. Is is really bad or really wrong? I want to tell him I'm sorry. If i hurt him, I didn't meant it. And now, why I am explaining? Maybe I realized,that this is how he's important with me. He's the person, the man i don't want to be hurt, to be get hurt. Why? Do i really love him? I don't know. Nagkakamalabuan na nga ang lahat. Wala pa nga pero eto na. May hindi na pagkakaintindihan. Ayokong sumuko siya. Gusto kong ipaglaban niya. Gusto ko, after kong ma send sa kanya ang message na yun, sabihin niyang " okay lang, maghihintay parin ako sayo." Yung hindi pa siya susuko na lang kaagad. And now what? Do I really love him? Whom I really love? I really don't know what to do na. Hayyy!!!

"Sorry tay!Hindi ko hungod. Gusto ta lang ka e-test? Hindi eh, bad na. I'm so sorry tay. Kung pwede lang tani mbawi ko tong ginhambal ko simu. Hindi ko gusto maging amu ni. Wala ko ni ginapangayo nga matabo. Hindi ko gusto nga ma hurt ka because of me or biskan sin-o pa dah. Na realize ko, kung anu ang ginpanghambal mo sakon amu man ang gaka feel ko para sa imo subong. Tani tay hindi ka mag give up. Tani lang.