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i hate this moment na. I don't know what I have done. Is is really bad or really wrong? I want to tell him I'm sorry. If i hurt him, I didn't meant it. And now, why I am explaining? Maybe I realized,that this is how he's important with me. He's the person, the man i don't want to be hurt, to be get hurt. Why? Do i really love him? I don't know. Nagkakamalabuan na nga ang lahat. Wala pa nga pero eto na. May hindi na pagkakaintindihan. Ayokong sumuko siya. Gusto kong ipaglaban niya. Gusto ko, after kong ma send sa kanya ang message na yun, sabihin niyang " okay lang, maghihintay parin ako sayo." Yung hindi pa siya susuko na lang kaagad. And now what? Do I really love him? Whom I really love? I really don't know what to do na. Hayyy!!! "Sorry tay!Hindi ko hungod. Gusto ta lang ka e-test? Hindi eh, bad na. I'm so sorry tay. Kung pwede lang tani mbawi ko tong ginhambal ko simu. Hindi ko gusto maging amu ni. Wala ko ni ginapangayo nga matab

At ngayon eto na. Nagkaaminan na naman. Hindi ko na talaga alam. Nalilito na ako. Hindi pa naman ngayon ang oras kung saan kailangan kong pumili. Pero hihintayin ko pa ba yan? Parang expected na rin kasi na balang araw, pipili din ako sa kanila. KUNG mahal nga nila akong talaga. Ako ba'y natatakot? Ewan. Kung kay kuya kasi, oo takot ako. Baka kasi sumuko na lang siya at ipagbigay na lang ako kay daddynla. Kagabi ay inamin na sakin ni tatay kung ano ako para sa kanya. At nalaman ko nga'ng ganun ako kahalaga. Mahal nga niya ko. Tama sila. Pero nakakatakot na. "may the best man win" daw...sila?silang dalawa? magko compete for me? Weh? Feel ko kasi susuko rin si kuya. Waaaahhh!!!Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Feeling ko ay ang bad-bad ko na. Bakit pa kasi? Bakit hindi ako nag-iisip bago magsalita? Ganun ang na fifeel ko ee. Gusto ko silang dalawa.Diba mali? Ang hirap pumili sa kanilang dalawa? Kung pupwede lang sana na wala. Pero ano?masasaktan lang ako,siya, sila

What if your the one in this situation? 1.)You have a very close friend, he's in love with a friend of yours too. Most of the barkada already knew that he is in love with that girl. And in group, everyone expected that someday it would be the two of them. You, your so close with that girl and accidentally, you fall in love with her. It hurts seeing and knowing that she is in love with someone, not you. So you just keep your feelings as a secret because if you do maybe somethings gonna change. But one day, unexpectedly, this girl confessed. She is also in love with you. Of course your shocked and then, you also admitted to her what you really feel.After that, the two were hesitated with each other. So now, what should you do to your friend? with the girl you love? 2.) How about if you are the girl? What would you do because almost everyone is expecting that your also in love with the friend? 3.) For the girl: What if your confused? What if they're not just two, three men that is

that night, we talk,,pero sa text lang,,not directly,pero parang naamin ko na rin sa kanya ang tunay kong nararamdaman. At siya rin, he said that he likes me. Xaks! so kilig ako that night talaga, pero kinabukasan . . . wala, hindi na kami nagpapansinan. Siya, siya yung hindi namamasin. Baka daw magduda ang iba, lalo na si D. huh? bakit naman? baka daw sabihan suyang traydor. how harsh. nasaktan ako nung hindi niya ako pinapansin. sa text na lang kmi nag-uusap. ang pangit noh? dagdag pa sa problema, ang haba daw ng hair ko. In demand. tatlo sila eh,,mga na link sakin.pero syempre,isa lang ang dapat. at meron na. ba't kailangan ko pang mamroblema?sila na yun,,9bad naman kung ganyan lang ang iisipin ko)ayokong makasakit, mas mabuti pang ako yung masaktan. Wag lang ang iba. oh ngayon anu?anu kami?wala lang, he said that he's going to commit sa next sem.hah?assure na ba sya at bakit nasabi niya yan?feeler din.pero..hay naku, ang pangit talaga,hindi nagpapansin

Bakit ganito,maraming loser sa mundo. Ba't ang manhid nila?O baka nagbubulagan lang. Di ko na kaya ang ganito. I feel uneasy everytime i think about that issue. Hindi ko ma explain o ma conclude whom my heart beats for. Sa ngayon, ako'y naguguluhan pa. Tama nga yung saying na kung pinapapili ka sa dalawang bagay at ginamitan mo ng toss coin, di ba habang nasa ere sya ay pinagdadasal mu na sana si ganito. At that point, diyan mo ma rerealize kung sino talaga ang mas gusto mo sa dalawa. Actually nagawa ko na yan at nalaman kung sino nga mas gusto ko sa kanilang dalawa. Pero mayron paring tumitigil. Bawal kasi. Hanggang dito na lang ang pagtingin ko sa kanya. We could only be friends only,only that. Mahirap kasi pagmaraming involve sa story. Meron talagang mga kontrabida or mag antagonist na mag re react or anti sa mga decisions mo. Syempre mas boto sila sa kung saan sila mas naging close o sa mas nauna nilang nakilala at nakasama. Pero may point din naman sila. Kaya nga dun ako m

as in. I don't know what to do na talaga. I don't know what I really feel about him. He made me this kinda lerky. Yeah I admit it, I've fallin in love with him before and until now I'm still in doubt. Do I am still falling? I really don't know. Ayoko maging feeler, pero gusto ko na sanang aminin niya. Sabihin na niya yung totoo. But then, yun nga,mahirap. Baka may mag bago,may magka ilangan at malaking iskandalo pa. Sa ngayon ay kampanti na ako kahit kunti. Naipahayag ko na rin kasi sa kaibigan ko ang tungkol dito. After that exchange text messages that we have been, I don't what am I feeling now. Do i have to be happy? Kasi ganun. Pero may feeling na parang kinakabahan ako. Im worried. What if others may know about this? Panu kung magkita kami? Lalayo ba siya? Ayoko ng ganun. Mabuti na yung sinabi niya,na as is na lang daw muna ang lahat. Kelangan ko parin talagang maging discreet sa totoo kong nararadaman. hai naku!naguguluhan na talaga ako.kung patuloy ko lan

ambot ah,,pulaw na naman. That's why I'm sick again. Lack of sleep, lack of water and lack of rest. So stressed na. I hate this feelings kaya. Kakainis ah! Kunting tiis my self. Bukas na toh,bukas na ang cheering. haizt! turned off? weh?hai naku akala nila I'm really inlove with this guy,,with this gay guy?hahah..so bd\ad,,hindi rin naman siguro. I like him lang but not totally in love talaga. Sabi niya, . . . haha..akin na lang yun,,,

Nung una kang makita hindi kita kaagad napuna hindi ka naman kasi kagwapuhan. Hambog pa nga kasi ang dating mo. Pero yun ang tadhana, pinagsama tayo. Mula noon parati na tayong magkasama, nag-uusap, nagkukwentuhan, nagtutuksuhan at marami na. Nung una ay barkada pa lang ang tingin ko sayo, friend kung baga. Ewan ko ngayon kung bakit ako’y nagkakaganito. Nagbago bigla ang lahat. Ako’y napaisip kung panu at hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko. Dahan-dahang nag-iba ang pagtingin ko sayo. Napansin ko nalang na nahuhulog na ang aking puso. I admit that I’m in love with you. Sa tuwing maririnig ang boses mo at sa tuwing ika’y nakikita ako ay napapangiti. Gusto ko na atang ika’y nariyan parati sa king tabi. Ang masakit lang dun ay iba, iba ang babaeng gusto mong makasama. Sabi ko sana ako, sana ako na lang yung babaeng pinapangarap mo. Bakit nga ba ganito ako katanga sa kanya? Araw-araw ay nahuhulog parin ang loob ko. Minsan kasi ay pinaparamdam niya rin sa akin. Ang mga galaw niya na parang siy

The Secret Crush by Nicole Mecham She'd known him her entire life She always dreamed to be his wife Just his smile made her heart melt But she never told him how she felt Forever hoped to have him here Always dreamed to hold him near Time passed and they both did grow But still she never let him know Perfect chances passed her by But she just couldn't tell this guy No matter what she'd ever do... He still didn't have a clue But one day her whole world did end When she heard news from a friend About the wreck he'd gotten in... She'd never see his smile again Now at his grave she softly cries The tears running from sad eyes This hurting girl whose heart is broken All because of love unspoken Can you see me? by Steven Beesley Can you see me? Do you ever know I'm here? Do you ever hear what I say? Do you want to know my feelings for you? I live for every day just to see you. Just be be close to you. Just to hope that you will eventually say: "I love you and

( hiligaynon,taglog,english )di ko bi ma explain mayo feelings ko in just one language/dialect only. ahai!!!gusto ko mgpa utwas.Gusto ko mag open up.First, bout to sa natabo sang Thursday (August 12).Post ko sa facebook: hindi ako yung tipong nagseseryoso . . . Pero anu?Napahiya ako. Sa bagay always yan sa family("family?") meeting. no choice!accept the fact,napahiya ka na. walang magagawa ang drama2x be good,think good,be pretty! hahahah,,,, pissed off with Jejemon!last night... but now k nah... -> hai nku!Kung tutuusin kasi, ako yung may karapatang magalit. Napahiya ako,oo sa kasalanang hindi ko sana nagawa kung narinig lang ako. Hai na lang!Pasalamat sila,mabait ako.Yung iba nga,ma pride talaga. Pero hayaan na sila. Sa kanila na yun.Basta ako, always good! [pink]lovelife[pink] Ewan na lang. Nagkaroon ako ng konting kumunikasyon ulit after 3 years kay Lean. At sa ngayon, na feel ko na wala na talaga. Wala nayung spark na tinatawag. I have to move on na talaga at maghanap

“Love is what makes two people sit in the middle of a bench when there is plenty of room at both ends." “If ever there is tomorrow when we're not together.. there is something you must always remember. you are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think. but the most important thing is, even if we're apart.. i'll always be with you.” “Love is what makes you smile when you're tired.” “When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth.” “True love stories never have endings” “Laughter is the closest distance between two people.”

yeah!It's August already and I'm kinda lerky na. Sunod-sunod and exams every week, pending lab reports, activities to plan, and other social life ko pa. Hay naku! August . . . September, xet!September na? OMG!Minor no more na ako. I don't like it! Debut ko nah,,but then, no parties. ayoko lang. uyy!!!Anu ba toh? I can't understand my feelings anymore. I like him, I'm happy being with him, I always want to see him. Pero, ewan! Crush lang ata? EWAN!EWAN!EWAN! Bahala na si superman...

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Going back here in UPV makes me sexy. I have loss a weight of 7kgs after one year. And now I'm back being an upperclassmen, a sophies, how much weight do I loss again? Here in UPV, many works awaits you. That's why I'm kinda busy. In my acad's : three laboratory subjects meaning three lab reports every week, two final papers for my GE subjects and long quizzes for both major and GE subjects in a week. In my beloved organization; UP Fisheries Guild: being a Chanos Committee, Special Actions Com. Chairperson, I have to help KN to raise the funds of the organization, three activities to organized; Bloodletting (July), Coastal Clean Up (September), and Adopt-a-Barangay(December). SHOCKS!Kaya ko ba toh? ka-kinda busy nman oh....

Fisheries Family,,,how cute!!!

It's my first time to wear a gown in my college life. What the hee? So awkward to wear a dress like that. But then I dont have any choice but wear it. At the end of the night, after wearing that kinda-mermaid gown, (hindi mabasol) i was chosen as the Miss Fish 2010. (kahuluya tnah,,heheh) Nakaka lerky pa naman yung question na itinanong sa akin during the interview portion.tsk!tsk!

yeah!!its my first evah to celebrate valentine's day. and with a very memorable experience with my room mates. look at what we've done, so unusual or unexpected that we can do that inside the dormitory. hahahah!!!that was just a joke then. did you know that on February 12, ive already received a rose? it was from my friend but then he keeps denying it.

it's been a long time.. and I'm kinda miss this kind of thing. hai nku!!anu ba toh?!?may two long exams pang naghihintay sakin bukas. at eto aku,,may time pang magblog. heheh!!!uo nga pala...para kasing may kulang sa akin..sa ngayon kasi ang bitter ng life ko. (whisper:"wala kasing love life")kaya siguro ang lungkot di bah?pero mabuti na toh,,sure pa ako na sa huli,,ay hindi ako masasaktan,.di tulad ng iba dyan na kung iniwan na nang ka churva nila ay iiyak-iyak na lang..and then they called themselves a "looser". pero di naman siguro noh?!heheh..kung minahal din naman nila ang isat'isa edi pareho silang nawalan,,dalawa sila ang looser.heheheh!!! love!love!love!-maiwan mo na kita pwede? gggrrrrr!!!!kakapagod na dito sa up ah..ang daming dapat gawin..buaks..may two long exams ako,,mahahaba pa namang babasahin..lit at bio kasi..gagawa pa ako ng media review,,kakainis,,ba't pa kasi ako na assign sa ganyang bagay,,na yan pa naman ang waterloo ko..mahilig